Game servers have their routine down time, or unexpected down time. I guess my server just had an unexpected down time too.

Have been feeling really down for the past few days. Over many issues. Because i’m easily agitated, i’ve experience many down times. =/ yday was crying softly for hours and hours while playing game. =(

Today went cwp to get some prepaid cards with my brother. Had lunch with him. Chat about family problems. we both agreed upon some stuffs and were unhappy.

anyway, i guess i’m rather delighted to know from my brother that i might be the one my real mama doted most. =) I asked him whether mama caned us (cause i have relatively no recollection on it). He told me, he think that mama caned us, because she don’t want let my papa caned. lol cause usually papa that time cane until v fierce, sometimes can bleed 1 =( abit nostalgic when talked about her. missed her soo sooo soo very much

*little keai cries for mama sometimes too